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Well I had a dream that I was going to get drunk with my mom and a old friend I don't like an we had a cheesecake but somehow there were zombies taking over the house/ bar/ chuckie cheese/ rustic place i was in and I was fighting them off trying to stay alive and keep my loves alive, them these zombie wolves came and were trying to eat my dog Zoey, but we ran into a closet and had to Wade it out, it was so scary I'd be so sad if I ever lost her so now were snuggeling :) I love muhh zoOooo

oddball

so i really want a group of cool friends, it really sucks being the only one of my style

like it may sound wierd, but me and my bff are pretty much the same style but she moved

but people that live were i still do, that i sometimes hang out with just arent my type of people and it sucks looking like the odd one i guess.. i just wish i had more people to relate to

i want to meet cool people

i want alexa chung

oh gawd she is so pretty i wish i could look like her. i love myself though, shes just stunning as fuck.

hhaalloowweenn

my background right now i really like it i had to take like 098765432567890 screen shots to get it perfect baha

pictures later...

shoooopang

i went shopping the other day ill post later what i got, actually ill post whats new from my birthday and everything :)

i want blog friends

i need a job.

frUstrated

drove all the way down to class today and it was canned for the day, whatfuckingever

tattoo

i got my first tattoo yesterday here are some pictures :] and someother stuff on my mind at the MO

zoinks

so this weekend i went to a champagne swaray at my friends and smoked it was really fun untill i spilled my mimosa all over the rug and my sweats but what ever it was hilarious (that reminds me i still need to wash them) today i got a new tv for my birthday its really nice and im watching scooby doo, and its actaully a really refreshing youthful feeling. id really love to find the hidden scooby doo episode that shows you how shaggy and scooby are stoners hah! that would be hilar well i cant believe it five days hahah on scooby doo shaggy just said im hungry lets it apples! if you get that your awesome

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were can i get this shirt? not like anyones going to answer...

:B

i wish that more people would blog and comment and follow, so today i had my photo and english class. id say that today was a pretty good day photo is fun as always i love the people in my class except this fat bitch who does things wrong and then gets mad when she is told off grow up 50 year old lady! and i got some really cool ideas to do for my "night photo" shoot im going to make twins of the same person kinda hard to explain but ill post the results up here :] the i went to english and took a test that i didnt study for nor do i pay attention in the class at all... but it went breezy and i left an hour early and traffic wasnt as bad, but i was zoned out jamming to some fleetwood mac. so i got home then watched myself some tyra banks show and shit. pretty bleh but it wasnt bad. so i was chatting to my friend on ichat and she was telling me about these crazy people that are going to my old high school to protest ( to a bunch of teenagers how smart all they care about is who slept with who or drugs ) but they are like against gay rights and all that horrid stuff i say just let people be who they are if your going to hate on them just leave them alone, dont go out of your way to pester people and there ways of living. well yeah i just cants stand religion and how heated it gets

here are some cools photos,

toke tuesday

maryjane you ease my pain

“Herb is the healing of a nation, alcohol is the destruction.”-Marley

Find out today about the skull sweater contest hope I win if not I'll cave and buy the sweater with bay cash

Blog from your iPhone of tchnology

mofo

i really want smaller tits

meganfox.

if only i could have a interview with megan fox oh the things id say :) love her at the mo

i'm kind of a recluse. I'm a hermit and it's because I do have a great fear of Hollywood, just watching what it does to people. You have to be a really strong human being to survive it, as a girl especially. So I try to avoid the Hollywood scene as much as possible and people who enjoy the Hollywood scene -- that's usually a red flag to me. Some people might think my life is boring, but I haven't been to rehab yet, so I think I'm doing something right!

[on being asked if she had a crush on Angelina Jolie] Absolutely. Every time a relationship ends, I say, 'If I could just be Angelina's girlfriend, I would be so happy.' I love Angelina Jolie. She's someone I admire and look up to. She's my favourite actress in Hollywood. I just love that she's incredibly honest, and I feel that she's not afraid to be herself. She tells you exactly what's on her mind.

When you think about it, we actors are kind of prostitutes. We get paid to feign attraction and love. Other people are paying to watch us kissing someone, touching someone, doing things people in a normal monogamous relationship would never do with anyone who's not their partner. It's really kind of gross

When you think about it, we actors are kind of prostitutes. We get paid to feign attraction and love. Other people are paying to watch us kissing someone, touching someone, doing things people in a normal monogamous relationship would never do with anyone who's not their partner. It's really kind of gross

If your idea of a role model is somebody who's gonna preach to your kids that sex before marriage is wrong and cursing is wrong and women should be this and be that, then I'm not a role model. But if you want your girls to feel strong and intelligent and be outspoken and fight for what they think is right, then I want to be that type of role model, yeah.

[On the possibility of making a sex tape] Ugh, never! That's the last thing I want to see - what I look like having sex. It would take one shot of me not looking good and I would not be able to have sex ever again, as I would always just see myself looking like a hippo having sex. It lives forever, especially now, with the Internet. I just can't. I just can't. Everything you say gets judged, everything you do gets judged. Literally all I have left are my private parts and I don't want to also share them with the world. I'd like to keep them private. That's why they're called that.

I was never a bad girl and still not. I challenged authority in school a little bit. Now I just speak my mind openly. That's who I am.

I was not 'the slut' in high school. I was not an outcast but I didn't have a ton of friends. I got picked on, and I ate lunch in the bathroom because I was afraid of being picked on in the cafeteria. I was a loner, and I think that's okay. I think it's perfectly acceptable not to run with cliques.

old as fuck²

it feels like four in the morning :/
im listening to closer by nine inch nails any one no that song?
i miss my dolly :/
moms a fucker head
i love my grandma
i want a new leopard gecko
and a Yellow snake
a lip ring
a toung ring
bunch of tattoo's
to be a modle and a actress
and to meet and be angelina jolie 's best friend
i want to be rude to a certin chick
i want to invite someone over...
if you want to chill message me
i am wear boy ninja turtle under wear. and i like it:)
fuck
fuck
fuck
i love that word fuck
now im listen ing tou come as you are by nirvana
i want more freckles
i want to be loved and for real no fake shittt
if you read this message me
i am curios to see if people read this and what they think:)
thanks and fuck off :)

old as fuck

okay

so i think im going to write one bulletin a day

to let loose and vegg out

yeah.

i got this journal book today

to write in and the god damn thing is to small

i dont have enough room for my pencil and hand to be on the paper

plus this might be a better idea

caus emy typing skills will improve

and sometimes i get cravings to

TYPE

yeah.

i need to get in the shower and clense

but i have a feeling i wont get much sleep tonight so it doesnt really matter when i do it.

i wish i could help the world; like Angelina Jolie she is so lucky that she can go to thoose places

i want to help more :)

i voluntered at a shelter once but it was crazy

the person in charge limited help? when the animals needed it.

terrrrrd.

im excited my book come' s in on tuesday

yeah.

i cant belive it either ... I READ!!!

yes i hav been reading : Angelina Jolie Notes of My Travels

:)

she wrote it

i have like actually sat and read it. and liked it. and im on page 79.

thats only two days of reading but

i had the book for a week i was just

occupied with shiiiit

yeah.

i read it in the bath a couple of times.

it was all nice and warm

:)

i got a pedicure today and

mom was a fuckkkker faccce

so i was all like zoooned outtt

and i ggot my toes DARK purple my fav.

and one toe got smmmoooshed

but its bound to happen with me,

im seriuos

every fucking time i get my naiiiiils done i smudge ittt.

so what ev.

sorry dolly i wasnt madd at chooo

:)

fuccck what am i wearing tomorro?

i have this new habit.

ill wear jeans around the house but,

i walk around with them undone

" i love that you know "

i cannttttt waiiiit till my tattoos

:)

im going to beee getting allot

im excited for school

i neeeeed to move.

to

LA :)

i loooove it there and that BITCH who was goign to move there with me is not allowed

and if you move there ill detach your head with my bare hands :)

and ill enjoy it:)

then ill smack your body with a pillow

and laugh at your non exsistent boobs

hahahahah

i hope that she reads thiss:)

id like it

im listening to lithium by nirvana

its 9:23

i changed the song....

i got two Angelina Jolie magazines today

:)

im watching hannah montana but its muted

i think my arms and hands and feet are like Angelina's

plus my habit to fiddle with my hands and lips and put my hands in front of my face/ lips

my haiiir looks really bad right now

but i guess that the reason why i need to shower.

i liek typing this

because i feel like im talking to myself:)

and its good.

yeah.

im listening to assasins tango by jhon powell

Angelina can Tango ;)

i cant:/

oh well

fucccccck

i leave for england on the 21

do you know what that is!!!!!

do you?

you should

well ill tell you dip shiiit:)

on the 22 The Good Shepherd , come sout an di was going to go see it

but i leave one day fucking before; agggh eurgtlueirfgyiqwefqwelgfjhq

thats greeeeat

im going to see if my uncle can get me a copy of it, he's in the buisness

so chaaa

now im watching KUZCO i looove that showwwwww

:)

the part of the song that just came on i remeber the scene from Mr and Mrs. Smith it was

:) goood for me

i liiike dat

"we do be da pittiest girls we do be dat"-GIA

goood movie^

i got paint swatche the other day

were goign to paint

mayyy be thiss weeekend

my daddad is so pro he can paint

my whole room white and then the color i want in one day :O

hahah

okay

bye

:)

woo-hhooo i have 1000 pictures of Angelina Jolie on my computer.

wooosh:)

MoPA

going to the museum of photographic arts today, im meeting my class down there, lets hope i don't get lost baha. i wish i was al little bit taller i wish i was a baller. ill blog when i get back about how it was, so excited about the le fashion results today hope i win.

question of the day: why do a bunch of strippers follow me on twitter?

bad.

why is it that when i dont give a fuck and want to go out and not care a cent nobody is around to say hell yeah!

gif of the day

im seriously hooked on these here is one for the day!

supernaturalé

i really wish that our lives on this earth consisted of something more than just bland humans, lets get some cannibals, werewolves and some fucking vampires up in here. There seriously has to be more to life.

chechafe

thomas wylde bag from china, vintage levi high waisted cutoffs, t-shirt work backwards, headband from swap meet

sisterfriend

le fashion contest entry

lefashion.

hairspo.

alexachung. i want your hurrrrr

september wantlist.

2.0

2.

its really quite funny you know, you look at some one and think of how stylish they are or envy something about them, all in good taste of course, but yet even them who looks so superior to you has their flaws and worries, i just wish people could be more open and tell the people they adore how they feel.

but most people are pussy's aren't they?

EK

may 5, 09

well this is not good its hard you know just to cope, you try to have your time to be sad when your rushed up to you feet. i don't understand her sometimes continuously going on and on about the pettiest of things. its so irritating to not have that one person back in your life who accepted you who you are as an individual 110% this is such a hard month i just want to lie in bed and cry this whole entire month, take time for the emotions to come out and not hide them away. honestly when things are hard you would think your loved ones would make it easier for you so you could cope and not going in fucking sane but no thats not an option at this point. when your getting to the point when you will be going into collage you think you would be more responsible and headstrong in being able to handle important things in your life when i feel like i am just descending into a small child who has no clue what to do. i wish daily lives were like the show doug funny were you wore the same outfit everyday, i would wear sweat all this month. timing is everything you know timing of when people ask you things at the complete and total wrong time, when it really makes you question “was that even relevant?” sometimes i like to listen to sad songs when im crying... soothing i guess. i dont even know what to do to make myself feel better, i need to find something. you know when you cry and you loose your breath i like the way it feels when im crying. all people ever really have to do is to say “im sorry” when they most likely dont care. i ant some fufillment out of my life someone real to love me for me for the little way i movie my fingers to be there for me when i break down to love me for me. i dont know what else to write. i need to wallow

Mar 24, 09

blogging, something thats fun but hard to keep up with. i am going to try to get back into writing down my feelings again i find it very helpful to write them down and then being able to see what i have written and save it for future times. today was just another blah day at school with the odd feeling of wanting to punch a certain teacher square in the face. then went to my moms work and got punched in the arm and kicked out the office and told to wait in the car, i was there for 2 hours and thirty minutes, fun right. now i am home with my mom not in a very talkative mood, me with no plans when im in the mood to just not give a fuck. today sounds like a downer, it wasn’t to bad, actually today is the first bad day i have had in about a week.

title due to: the book im reading, impulse my ellen hopkins

emma

Mar 25, 09

today was just another day at school, normal i guess. first period a drag like always, third period was actually really interesting today (civics) in one of our current events said that read meat can cause cancer, damn i like my meat bloody... but i have been thinking about coming vegetarian, also meat is bad for the earth because the amount a cow eats could feed 30 people for a week when 1 cow feeds a lot less. i have really mixed feelings about vegetarianism, for one i love animals and that is why i would become vegan, but on the other hand it kills me that i would have opportunity to eat vast types of food when poor children in third world countries would do anything for the crumbs of your plate. other than those feelings i am really in a mood to just go and not give a crap. i mean i just want to not give a fuck, not about what people think but just go out and go nuts! we live our lives once an to do what be as perfect as a frame, fucking up is fun sometimes.

docks

i want some nice old [irony] dock martins!